Thursday, 26 July 2007

Politik Praktis

Whooo......after the evening meeting i got a lesson......Politik Praktis......

Sangat menakutkan di mana sesama competitor saling menjatuhkan dengan cara2 yg......apa ya.....ga bisa dikatakan dengan kata2, krn kita semua td mlm jg kebanyakan cuma bisa geleng kepala mengetahui kenyataan yg terjadi.......leng-geleng-geleng-geleng-geleng>>>>>lagu terbaru Project Pop .....Gyahahahaha.

Lebih menyeramkan lagi setelah mengetahui kenyataan itu kemudian menyadari bahwa orang yg terlibat itu makan siang bareng gw bbrp hari lalu. Well, everything seemed fine. He looked nice.....ga nyangka aja ternyata.......apa mungkin fitnah???? Ga tau deh.....
Menyeramkan dan menyedihkan juga ketika tau, orang itu adalah bapak dari tmn gw sendiri.

OMG................One thing i pray to God....Kalo memang gw hrs terlibat di dunia politik, gw ga mau punya musuh, berusaha netral sama semua kalangan, jd lbh asik mainnya.

I will be just silent.......tengkiu blogger....akyu jd bisa ngeluarin unek2 sama kamyu.....
Soalnya mau cerita ama orang, ga etis ah.....ceilehhh...gw....baru nyemplung dikit ke dunia politik udah mulai jd pendiem ginih.....
(Sssssttt...bwt yg udah terlanjur baca, ikutan silent jg yaaaa:P)
Peace....

Eniwei.......

Semoga lain kali dapet pelajaran lain....

Wednesday, 25 July 2007

Evening meeting

Well... Tonight is the first time i will join the BIG meeting with full team members, at evening time (we used to do it at afternoon).

For evening meeting, my boss used to ask me go home first, and not joining it because it would finish around 12 o'clock midnite.
But today, she asked me to ask for a permission from my parents and offered me to stay at her house tonight. Very nice of her, but i think i would prefer stay at my friend's at Setiabudi.

As usual, the meeting will be at 7 o'clock++.......after dinner.
There will be important people like Mr. HP, BY, Mr. M....hahaha i get used to abbreviations.....
Yeah, in politic we seldom mention a particular person's name, unless in a small limited meeting.

We'll be discussing on the next strategies to overcome the enemies that seem start to "bark" by publishing a book that (i think) not good. They explore all the minuses and the sins that Mr. BY has done. But in fact, the book is just like a cliping form newspapers, with minimum coordination and cooperation among the writers. The writers plan to publish it on last week of July. But fortunately we got it before that.

It made me sick when my boss asked me to read and make a summary matrix about it. There is no clear outlines, unproper sentences, a lot of datas with unclear sources. It is so obvious that the writers or whoever behind them, is just trying to make a bad image of Mr. BY and his peers. But with unintellectual concept though. Stupid.......

I would better prepare to sleep first hehehe.....

Hope the meeting won't be too long......

Monday, 9 July 2007

Brainstorm, that is touching my heart




Thanks to Reynard Cowper, for these brilliant lyrics.....





MAYBE


My body, My hand


My heaven, My land


My guardian angel is mine




You say…


My dreams, My head


My sex, My bed


And it's my Corona with lime




And then I say ..


Maybe we could divide it in two


Maybe my animals live in Your Zoo


Maybe I'm in love with You….




You say.. My hate, My frown


My kingdom, My crown


My palace and court is mine




You say..


My lights, My show


My years to grow


The time that I spend is fine




But then I say ..


Maybe we could divide it in two


Maybe my animals live in Your Zoo


Maybe I'm in love with You….




But You say…


My coat, My hat


My bones, My fat


My zipper is shut by me




You say..


My Skin, My blood


My devil, My God


My freedom is what You see




But still I say


Maybe we could divide it in two


Maybe my animals live in Your Zoo


Maybe I'm in love with You….




My begining, My end


My nuclear bomb to pretend…..




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ONLINE



I'm reading your letters


I hope you are mine


You say that you're always fine,


But if you feel sad


you can reach me online




I hope you are better,


I'll meet you at nine


You will say that you're always fine


But if you still feel sad


you can reach me online




And you and you and you


Too many passwords,


codes and gateways to reach you




And every time I search that's true,


it's even easier to find U2 than the real U




W, W….too much trouble,


I would say even double


And finally I can't understand it at all


I see the biggest screen without you on my wall




I'm reading your letters


I hope you are mine


You say that you're always fine,


But if you feel sad


you can reach me online




I hope you are better,


I'll meet you at nine


You will say that you're always fine


But if you still feel sad


you can reach me online




Will you come with me to that place


Where heaven meens the sea


We'll be standing face to face


No mobile phones,


so free, so free, so free….




And you and you and you


What would you say


if someone comes to you and asks


"What is Your favourite dream?", …


and I would answer -


"to see HER on my screen"


"All right", he would say,


"then find a real password -


a key to her heart,


Its not too simple, it's not too smart",


and then Your dream will be saved forever…




I'm reading your letters


I hope you are mine


You say that you're always fine,


But if you feel sad you can reach me online




I hope you are better,


I'll meet you at nine


You will say that you're always fine


But if you still feel sad


you can reach me online

Wednesday, 4 July 2007

Love hurts.............

I need u to be here to grow that feeling........
I felt it all my faults.........
I suffer from guilty complex towards you......

I thought i had that strong feeling, but i didn't..........
U're my favourite mistake..........

Maybe we just need more time to spend together............
I can't love you as much as i would like to.........

Can u let time decides, instead......

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Arrrghhh........

U're forgiven not forgotten..........(hope it should be the opposite)

The most selfish guy i ever know........

Arrrghhh............................................................................................

GOD..................help me out of this feeling......