Having a good memory of a good friend

Gw tau seharusnya posting kali ini supposed to be lanjutan cerita jalan2 gw bareng Mac.
Hm, tapi biarlah jalan2 itu jadi kenangan gw ama dia aja. Banyak bgt kejadian2 lucu yg kita alami bersama, dan tentu saja Mac, kamu bukanlah nasi yang sudah menjadi bubur ;).....hahaha
Mari buat buburnya jadi enak.

Setelah Mac pergi ke Pangandaran dan lanjut perjalanannya ke Jokja, Surabaya, Madura, Bali, back to Surabaya lagi trus Semarang, akhirnya kita ketemu lg di Jkt. Dia mau lanjut travelnya ke Medan, flightnya dari Jakarta, jd mampir bentar n kita ketemuan.

Lucu banget smsnya ke gw: "Hi, i have a flight to Med from Jkt on thursday. If u want to see rasta hair, u should come to hoka hoka after work on wednesday."
What he means by hoka hoka adalah Hokben, di mall ambasador. Waktu msh di jkt, kita sempet makan di situ. Dia suka duduk di dkt jendela, krn viewnya ada bbrp skyscrapers di Sudirman. Dulu sih dia sempet menyalahkan makanan di hokben krn abis itu dia kena diare. Hm...aneh, dia blg suka makanan jepang and get used to it, masa' sih bikin diare. Yang ada skrg dia ngajak makan disitu lagi.
Ow, he lied to me that his hair is still the same, not rasta style. Bilang aja lo emang pengen ketemu gw kan?? hehehehe....Ga papa kok, gw jg seneng banget ketemu dia ;).

Sambil makan, dia cerita buanyaaaakkk bgt pengalamannya selama travel di pulau Jawa and Bali.
Intinya, he had fun tp sedih at the same time, krn udah liat desa dan penduduk yg miskiiiiin bgt, and he got too involved (as he sent me a message about that as well).

Abis makan kita nonton. Setelah nonton, on the way home, tibalah saat pembicaraan itu. Yah, dia ngungkit lagi ttg hubungan kita. Di mana gw udah ga tertarik utk ngebahasnya. Gw cuma bilang " I don't know".
(When i say "I don't know" it really means I DON'T KNOW).

Yeah, gw emang suka jg ama dia, somehow gw ngerasa click. Gw jg udah jujur kok bilang bahwa i emotionally feel close to him. Saat itu dia cuma senyum (sial, gw rasa dia senyum puas gitu, setelah dulu pas dia blg suka gw cuekin). And honestly, setelah gw putus, cuma dia yg sempet ngisi kekosongan di hati gw. (ceilehhh...jd melo gini. Tp jujur aja sih, gw susah utk suka ama cowo2 yg gw kenal di Jkt ini). Tapi apa daya.......Dia seorang world traveller, abis ini dia mau ke India utk bbrp bulan juga, abis itu dia blm tau mau kerja apa lagi di London sana. dan dia blm bisa mutusin kapan akan hidup settle, ga mengembara terus2an gitu. (see, conversation kita udah cukup mendalam dan jauh ke depan sana).

Jadi, gw jg ga berani to enter into a relationship. So... I really don't know what to do............

Pas udah sampe medan, dia sms yg isinya flirty : "Hi, aku datang Medan sudah. why i suddenly merasa sdkt kesepian? and the bed in the room is too big..."

Gw tantangin aja, n nanya siapa yg dia harap lg terbaring di sampingnya....gyahahahaha

And dia bilang "well, it could have been a nice person who said that she feels emotionally close to me, but it isn't going to be anyone."

Hahaha......

As i told it to mba Mulia, dia bilang utk jadikan teman sehati. kalo suatu saat ketemu lg and masih ada feeling, bisa diterusin, kalo ga ya jd sahabat jauh aja. As it happenned to her with 3 guys.....hahaha....ga nyangka, playgirl juga ya mba ;)

Anyhow, we agree to have a good memory of a good friend.

Really nice to know you......